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Entry 7-18-03 (originally written 8-15-02)
I hope this isn't too... political.

I am not a good person. I know so because everything around me tells me that I am not. I do not look like everyone else. I do not have the same opinions as everyone else. I question the legitimacy of established authority and encourage others to do the same. I try to get others to think for themselves. I wear the wrong clothing for my sex, and I endeavor to have the wrong sex for my genes. I reserve the option to suck dick and get fucked in the ass. I don't like my relatives and have no concept of family. I do not want to marry or breed. I don't think children are special and I do not think that babies are cute. I think sports are absurd. I don't believe the President. I remember what our rulers said six months before. I don't believe the television. I resist the urge to buy. I will not spend money upon command. I don't want the newest, the latest, the most advanced. I have concern for people who are officially irrelevant or evil, and do not have reverence for official heroes. I do not become angry or overjoyed when I'm supposed to. I think my country is just another empire. I think the police are just another gang. I think and speak about subjects about which only our rulers are allowed to. I disrespect commercial trends. I won't spend my life to achieve others' goals. I don't want to be a wage-slave. I do not respect the mythology of the country, or the economy, or the species. I question the veracity of the Bible. I don't believe God is what people say he is. I don't like to do things with a group. I do not believe you. I do not like you. I do not want to be friends. I want to be left alone.

Any one of these points by itself would make me questionable. Together they make me the enemy. I have tried to be good, but everything around me screams that I am evil, and I'm tired of resisting.


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